2:36 PM
hellos . ((: . i'm back . have yet to blog for a real long long time . hum~~ . shall start form e time where remember . haha .

27th april 2006 , thursday
exams started . el 1 and geog was e first 2 paper . went not bad . ((: . studied much . happy wif myself ((: . at nite went dinner at peach garden in tp . e whole or my dad relative went . there's not many ppl . coz my dad has onli one elder and one younger brother . haha . took lots fotos there coz had nth better to do .


28th april 2006 , friday
2nd day of exams . had both mt papers . didnt have much content to rite bout . haish . sad . i cant fail chinese !! . i can practically kill myself i i do fail . haish . disgrace to my parents sia if i fail . haish .

29th april 2006 , saturday
q programme was captian's ball wif yishun and tpy methodist church at yishun home ground . matches was okae lar . won 1 out of 4 match . haish . but it's onli face 1 . so not that bad . amkmc my jia you okaes . ((: .


30th april 2006 , sunday
normal rutein . wen church in de morning . weien and jingwen came over to study after lunch .

1st may 2006 , monday
labour day . public holiday . went sentosa wif erjie xining weien sebast alex and einstien . fun . ((: . went kayaking , pooling , tanning . etc . rained when we went to bath . and becoz of not enuf toilets . we bathed in de open-area showring place . we were e onli one bath there . all eyes were on us . XD . fun . stuck in toilet till rain got smaller . back home at like 9 something .

2nd may 2006 , tuesday
didnt wanted to go to sch actually . but no choice . haish . wait . if i didnt go sch today i'm gonna study okae . i don skip sch for nth . it's juz that there's no point goin sch thie few days . all e teacher does is ask us to do self revesion . so wad's e diff if we don go sch and stay in to study and goin to sch . ?? . dumb logic .


3rd may 2006 , wednesday
same thing . didnt wanna go sch . so sianz . had ss paper and el 2 e next day . so wanted to saty in to study . but this is wad mum said : "as long as when there's a need to take attendance in school . you have to go " haish . how irritating . end up onli 16 ppl went sch from my class . patatic can . !! .


4th may 2006 , thursday
el 2 was kinda easy . paper was till 9.40am but i finished at 9am . wth . super sianz lar . haha . den ss paper was okae . though it would be a killer . haha . XD .


5th may 2006 , friday [ today ]
had maths 1 and chem 3 today . sick lar e chem . guess i'm juz gonna flung my chem lar . freakin hard like shit okaes . haish . wadeva . was confidence wif myself in doin well for maths paper . thanx X.L Tan . ((: .


9 more days to my birthday . ((: .

Friday, May 05, 2006

__i have the courage to love you no more__




i love that special YOU ,
and it will never change .
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but it's just that i think ,
i have the courage to love you no more .
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